I went to the new doctor today and he is amazing. I have really high hopes for him. He never once made me think we are chasing an impossible dream. I loved the confidence he has in us having our miracle. I also loved that he included my husband in everything. He didn't just want to talk to me. He made sure Dave was in the room and understood and was involved in our discussion. He wants me to self monitor this month and then around the 20th of March we will be resuming our treatments.

This is, however, an expensive endeavor and unfortunately we have had to resort to trying to raise money. We have set up an online donation on facebook (through paypal) and any money contributed would be more than appreciated.

The doctor would like to try a few more rounds of Femara and IUI before moving on to more expensive and invasive steps. He feels that since I have gotten my body under even some control that now is the time to try this again. I am really hoping he is right.

We have also recently decided that we are buying a treadmill this week so I can workout every night instead of sporadically like I have been. This is not only about losing weight but also about getting my body ready for pregnancy. I need to lose about 30 more pounds until I will really feel comfortable with myself again And that will bring my bmi down a considerable amount, enough to help ensure that my pregnancy will be less of a risk. This will also help regulate my hormones and maybe eventually cut out the need for a lot of my pills.

If you're interested in donating here is the link. HELP US HAVE OUR MIRACLE BABY!