Really not having a good day today. I went to this new doctor who was supposed to be able to help me and basically I got told I was "beyond their help". They are referring me to another doctor now so I have no idea what to expect. I am just getting really tired of being bounced around so much. I'm currently on my fourth referral and still have no answers. Not only where they unable to help me but they also gave me crappy news.

When I went in the doctor decided I needed an ultrasound to check and see what is going on with my body now. Unfortunately thanks to my old doctor (the one that kept me on Clomid for so long) I now have more cysts than ever. They are really worried about this which of course has me in panic mode. After the ultrasound they gave me a shot in the hip of progesterone to help get my period started and they want to see how it affects me. I swear I'm becoming a human lab rat.

 I feel so bad for my husband. I barely made it out of the office before I burst into tears. I just can't understand why all of this keeps happening to me. I wish for once things would just go right.

It looks like the next step might be to try to do laparoscopic surgery. They are worried about doing it though because of the chance of scarring. If I scar too much then basically I can kiss all my chances goodbye.

I am hoping this new doctor is a miracle worker. Hopefully I can get in and see him soon and he can give me the answers I desperately need.